July 2011
2 posts
June 2009
2 posts
“We’re all trapped.
Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but
ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we
are.
If you’re a happy person, you don’t feel trapped. If you’re surrounded by people who you
love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are...
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that...
May 2009
5 posts
That's what she said...
There are only two days before I get back to smelling manure everyday of the week. Yes, in two days I will be back in Waterloo. I’ve decided to go back to school for the spring in order to catch up on credits that I didn’t take in 1A. I think that the Spring term will actually be fun. I’m hoping that the professors are actually more relaxed like everyone says. This Spring term I...
April 2009
41 posts
Marks are up at 12AM
I really just want to know how I did for my classes, but I am also really terrified to find out.
Church
Since I’m back in Brampton, I actually have to go to church. :(
I cut my hand so I can’t clean.
– Well… You know what… Fuck you, bitch.
Environmental Science
Final exam in an hour and a half. Then, I’m done (Ugh, I’m dreading packing).
Wish me luck.
Cats
Martin: I'm so sad. Everyone is gone by tonight and that I have to erase my cat.
Aj: I know. I have to erase my cat too... and my penis.
I shouldn’t have posted that… Oh, well…
Peace out, bitch
- ταιεεŋ -: well now that ur awake do u mind if i come over for a sec
- Paniz says: im in bed sick as fuck..if you want to argue i cant deal with it right now...whats wrong?
- ταιεεŋ -: u know very well wats wrong
- Paniz says: not really cuz we've argued about everything possible already
- ταιεεŋ -: everything possible? that was back wen u kept denying shit, now i got the truth out of him so i think u should shut up and listen..im done listening to ur bullshit and ur lies and ur innocence
- Paniz says: k cool cuz i dont care what you really believe? im just a bitch that steals peoples boyfriends but by all means ill shut up and listen...so talk
- ταιεεŋ -: ye clearly u are
- Paniz says: k now that thats out of the way...what else is on your mind?
- ταιεεŋ -: its not about wat i believe..its the fact that he told me the truth, and that u guys fooled around and yet u still find it ok to lie to me and act like u never did anything wrong
honestly karma is a bitch thats all..i rly wonder how melissa would feel is she found out about u and gus
- Paniz says: k honestly i dont care what you think you found...its not considered lying if im not talking to you? and great your threatening me about gus...go right ahead see if i give a shit
- ταιεεŋ -: u still lied to me cuz for 4 fuckin months u stood there and had the nerve to look at me in the face and tell me u would never do that to me..and yet u still deny it and dont accept wat u did was wrong or that u even did anything...u are a fuckin backstabbing bitch
so u find it ok that since ur not talkin to me u can fuck him all u want..thats the only reason y u said u needed time to think about our friendship..u knew very well that if we started talking again u wouldnt be able to do this shit and look at me and deny it
- Paniz says: hahah its funny cuz you think i care how many names you call me....i dont give a shit i dont owe you anything so i dont have to tell you anything about my personal life...so go ahead call me a whore call me a slut get it off your chest if it makes you feel better...i find it hilarisou
- ταιεεŋ -: oh ok then im glad i can help u sleep at nite u fuckin whore
like why the fuck did u feel the need to tell me all this time that u would never do that to me if u knew u eventually would..u made me seem like a bad friend cuz i couldnt trust u but in the end i was rite was i not..u still went behind my back and did all that shit u stupid cunt..u disgust me u gross piece of shit
u were honestly a fuckin waste of a friendship i cant believe i ever fell for ur lies..ur living a lie and u feel that u can make things better by always goin after wat u cant have..if u were serious about u said u wouldnt have let him make those moves
- Paniz says: lol what i cant have? im pretty sure he wants me and not you? so therefore i think i can have him...but correct me if im wrong...and second of all i wasnt going behind your back because he was never your boyfreind you were the only person that ever though that and its my life so i can do whatever i want...i can hook up with whoever i want...like you said whatever makes me sleep at night
- ταιεεŋ -: first things first, im pretty sure me and him were pretty clear on the fact that he wsnt my boyfriend..and second of all u dont pull bullshit like that on me and say that u would never do that to me and then do it and act like there is nothing wrong with that u can have him, i dont want him...both of u are dirty shits and u deserve each other good luck seeing someone who lives 7 hours away from u
- Paniz says: ok cool im glad weve cone to an agreement
- ταιεεŋ -: so y did u do it? clearly u knew it was wrong cuz u were hiding it from me and u didnt want matt to tell anyone..u knew i'd eventually find out and it would come to this..u should've just spared the both of us and told me back wen we had that argument that u do wanna do shit with him one thing i cannot tolerate is dishonesty..u made me seem like a fool but in the end ur the one who's the slut wat did i ever do to u to make u do this to me
- Paniz says: ok im a slut i admit it..and do you want me to text you from now on in advance before i hook up with anyone?
and dont go there..i dont want to argue about the shit youve done...this is about my sluttyness remember
- ταιεεŋ -: oh no go ahead..tell me my flaws, gladly
- Paniz says: no no its fine
- ταιεεŋ -: no really...cuz clearly u have shit to say too
- Paniz says: yeah and ive pretty much said everything..if you want to know about your flaws im sure someone else on the floor will let you know
- ταιεεŋ -: ur a cold-hearted person who does not find any of this to be disturbing..that u can go behind someone's back who u urself considered to be ur good friend and do all this..i cant believe u dont even feel the least bit guilty for wat ur doing..u just need to realize ur actions..
- Paniz says: ive realized my actions and if you actually were a good friend i would feel the least bit guilty..and i would apologize...but why should i apologize to you? a girl who thinks calling her "good friend" a cunt (which btw was the wrost insult cuz no one even uses that word anymore) will make her feel better
like i said i dont care and you said you dont giev a shit cuz you dont like him...so i really dont understand why your still going on about this
- ταιεεŋ -: ok now that ur talking then tell me why im wasnt such a good friend well im glad it hurt u
- Paniz says: what hurt me?
- ταιεεŋ -: ur not my friend thats y i called u that..u betrayed me first
- Paniz says: you should know by now that nothing really does..
k cool dont really care who betryaed who first..im just saying its surprising that your stil going on and ong about this
- ταιεεŋ -: this has nothing to do with him..its wat u did and that u are so fuckin stubborn to even admit to it
- Paniz says: ok then get over it?
- ταιεεŋ -: i have trust me hun..im laughing at u rite now
honestly, dont take this as me backing down but ur a waste of fuckin energy and life and air and u take up too much space on this planet..im not messaging u to get the truth out of u, but to let u know that i already know...and that ur a cunt and piece of shit..
peace out bitch
Countdown to move-in... 12days.
I know I’m still in residence, but I’m already dreading the time I will be spending home. :(
Almost there
A lot of people have left residence and in a couple of days everyone will be gone. Everyone seem excited to be done school and are all ready to go home, but not me. I really don’t want to leave yet. I know I will be back again in a week, but that won’t be the same. Actually, it will be very different. I mean I will be back on the same floor, but everyone else won’t be (except...
This is true love
;katrinaCOULTER!: ???
;katrinaCOULTER!: you're fucked
;katrinaCOULTER!: lol
Martin says: you love me?
Martin says: i love you to
;katrinaCOULTER!: te amo
Sexomnia →
Oh damn. Cool buzz.
JURY SELECTION ON MY BIRTHDAY
thewilliambeckett:
What a glorious way to celebrate growing another year older.
In a room filled with my caffeine addicted, nicotine stained, open-mouthed gum chewing peers, I take a number, a name tag, and then an open seat. We sit in scattered vicinity with at least four seats of separation between each of us. I notice the rows of unfolded push down seats dead bolted into the floor, the...
02. Macroeconomics
10:45PM Topic 6: 109
Money: Sleight of Hand
3:36AM Topic 6: 122-3
SPRA - Special Purchase Resale Agreement
4:10AM Topic 7: 124
Monetary Policy: The Bank of Canada’s Ghostly Hand
5:15AM Topic 7: 125
An Overview of C/M School
Wow. That thing is huge...
…That’s what she said. :)
We shall end it soon
Before you read this I want to make one thing clear. I am not suicidal, I’m just doing this for good-natured fun. Yes, I enjoy these type of things as much as I enjoy getting drunk.
1 Bleeding 2 Drowning 3 Suffocation 4 Electrocution 5 Jumping (Dana Porter - April 9,2009): FAILED 6 Firearms 7 Hanging 8 Vehicular impact 9 Traffic collisions 10 Poisoning
I’m thinking that my next...
Let's jump off Dana Porter
Is the Dana Porter high enough to kill you if you jump from the tenth floor? Who wants to come with me to try? :)
01. Calculus
In -1.5 hours… It went well. :)
01. Calculus
In 5.25 hours… Pray for me?
01. Calculus
In 23.5 hours… Not even close to ready.
Send this to eighty people or you will be eaten by...
I’ve always wondered why people keep sending chain letters and the only explanation that I’ve come up with is that they are stupid enough to believe what the letter say. People who believe that “a poor six year old girl in Ohio with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a traveling freak show”...